Monday I started spotting. Yesterday it was heavier. It’s been on and off since but finally it’s happening.
I go today for another hcg blood draw. I will know by morning what the numbers are. But I think it’s finally here.
It’s been a hard, emotional week. For the rest of my family this pregnancy ended 5 weeks ago. For me, it’s finally just starting to end. I hope it goes quickly and without complications. I just want my body to do it on its own and I can move on with our lives and grieve our lost baby. Most likely was our last chance. Two in a row makes it more real.
And that’s the hardest part….
A Mom of Many 